Polaroids by Robert Mapplethorpe
And you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades.
Anonymous asked: i'm just writing to say that i've read your letter and i've got your presents and now i feel like it's something i will never be able to pay you for,for the way you made me feel just treating me like a friend. i realised i have forgotten this feeling completely,but you're giving it back to me,and although i don't think i deserve it it's still precious,it's priceless. i have no time left right now to write you back,i'm not so very busy at all it's just a guy who borrowed me his laptop is staring
he must be thinking i’m so damn rude to use his stuff for a couple of minutes more than he allowed me to. i’m slow these days,my whole being is in decline but still i’m kicking&twitching. like an animal. and i do have smth to tell,idk,maybe ill write it down by hand then scan it or ask someone to take a pic&then will send it this way,itll be quicker+ill be free to concentate on what i need to convey as long as it takes now. i’m sorry i’m no longer here for you anymore. but i care all the same x
I was so worried it wouldn’t arrive. I think of you as a very precious friend, I spent so much time trying to think on something I could send you that could express a bit how much I like you and I’m glad you felt that I appreciate you and care about you. Thank you so much for letting me know because I was really stressed out thinking it got lost in the mail, also I apologize for the painting, I know it’s not good but I’ll practice more to send you something better. I know you care for me, also I have the same ring I sent, I actually have a picture of it in here, I bought the pair to send you one and keep the other. I hope you’re okay, please take care. x
Billie Holiday - There’ll Be Some Changes Made